(Chasyn) It's hard for me to look on the bright side Because everytime I find the sun it burns me And I know I shouldn't let the evils of the world turn me But what am I to do when the only thing that stays is hurting I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy I think that’s why silent pain has become kin to me Blood couldn't make us any closer than skin could be when I've spotted her Hell sometimes I even embody her That sadness in my breath is a reminder I'm becoming a part of her Some days she doesn't feel like an illness Some days all I can do is feel this Like my fingertips under water I couldn't get a grip for a while I wasn't hip for a while Then i realized that i can keep her at bay if I just slip for a while And fall into the dark cloud that is alone Solitude and destitute know me by name Sometimes they welcome me home Because it feels like where I've always been Like I couldn't deserve heaven because I'll always sin My tongue can only taste losing because I can't always win And by can't always I mean never How do you challenge the thing that can change the weather Baby it’s raining now I didn't even see the clouds come in (Flower in Bloom) See there’s pain on the inside, shame on the inside Pain on the inside, shame on the inside Tryna find the light Gotta find a peace of mind Things are unfolding in front of my eyes, so do I cry? Do I keep my feelings on the inside? The thoughts inside my mind Let go of the extra load. If you just look out the window You’ll see them grow See you in a dark room Scared of the light, you hold the dark tight But if you look outside, you’ll see the flowers bloom Look outside Is your hurtin servin’ you a purpose? Is it even worth it? Or are you wastin’ time? Please don’t waste your time. (Chasyn) She said how do you expect to grow a flower you never pot? Why are you watering seeds you don't know are there? Why are you using a trampoline to get through the atmosphere? Did you even attempt to be in correct direction? If you want a show that bad sis why you not writing and directing? That moment I stopped my tune and wrote my lyrics to the song Yes things are pretty bitter but I've had sugar all along

Tick, tock, hands on the clock go round and round Clockwise, black eyes, just turning DING DING, there’s the bell CUCKOO CUCKOO can you tell? Oh well, I fell again. So, is there time? Hands at ten and two unwind Tick, tick, tick in my head Reset, change battery, positive frequency Reset, reset, change battery, positive frequency Back around and round (around) So, is there time? Hands at ten and two unwind

Oh no, why this n**** in my phone? Sending circumcisions in his photos He say looking at me make it grow But I don’t give a fuck about yo weak ass d*ck pics Tryna find a real king to take ya girl on a picnic I don’t text back, he don’t like that Now I’m all types of bitches War locked in ya head, but ya best bet is quittage Boy stop, that rah rah On my fat ass you can give it a kiss MUAH So let me brag on this p*ssy that you’ll never get It‘s super soak, mix up ya words call me “thim slick” So cliché, not your ordinary lady Oh my, what a fucking switch up Cause before you wanted me to make you nut (Chorus) You n***** outta pocket boy you need to stop it You n***** outta pocket, pocket pocket (Verse) Oh, here’s another one He thought it would be funny Boy please Get the fuck away from me Is you on drugs? Betta get a clue Sayin’ anything Words with no aim Sticks and stones may break my bones but n**** you still Lame, lame, lame, lame, lame, lame, lame You n***** outta pocket Boy you need to stop it

Oh I love it when I’m in my element You know my name, it’s Flower In my zone I, gets it on in my head Little fairy, here’s a tale A coin inside the well Surrounded, I found it My confidence Can’t believe I lost it Never again, never again, never again In the mirror, that’s my bestfriend Now I have to admit I’ve had a time, gotta get right in my mind Curiosity killed the cat, but she’s got nine My blood is red and so is wine I’m fine, I’m fine I was lost had me wondering what’s happening now Medicate, meditate to figure this shit out Love and accept it, I call it a blessing In disguise cause I don’t know why But it did, so I’ll roll with it Roll, roll, roll Go, go, go, go Don’t lose your control Don’t lose your soul, don’t lose your soul

(Verse) Rush hour Got me feelin’ great, got me feelin’ great Rush hour Got me feelin’ great, got me feelin’ great Ignite, hit the gas Reverse, take me back Headlight, wear your mask Excite, how bout that? Yeah I’m ridin’ round in my Kia (soul) Hit high notes like Sia (oh) Set sail, we rock like Aaliyah (rock the boat) Smoke burn, we roll like Khalifa (yeah we choke) Zoom, zoom, zoom, ima wiz Blue, blue, blue window tint Doo, doo, doo, i’m the shit You knew, knew, knew, who it is (Chorus) Gone, gone Gone, gone Ridin’ in circles, mind doin’ donuts I’m gone, i’m gone (Verse) Drive thru, is open Insert, your token Show your, devotion Keep me, in motion Like them boys you know we keep goin’ Sink or swim, I’m floatin’ Check the rear view stay focused Abracadabra, here’s my potion Drink it slow No tellin’ where we’ll go Next stop, who knows? Just go with the flow (Chorus) Gone, gone Gone, gone Ridin’ in circles, mind doin’ donuts I’m gone, I’m gone